Currently Playing Mer de Noms By A Perfect Circle see related

- Judith

subject: umm....
mood:  <--still grounded
action: *giggles* pills r good lol

well 2day is the last day of the grounding although it never should have happened in the first place. i place all the blame on ERIC! lol. but once again there is a show on friday n wonderful me had to rearrange my schedule just so that i could go. and i will go this time too. lol. the last one was unplanned. i couldnt go but i got over it.

ne ways. im bored n need ppl to talk to so yall can be callin me....startin tomorrow. lol. *nods* n josh *points finger* u better be there!!!

XOXOXO,
Crissy

Currently Playing Natural Selection By Fuel see related

- Die Like This - - -

guys another day n another post (not like i post every day tho) im bored at home n have absolutely nothing to do. i go to work a little later but until then theres just well.....nothing. i havent really been up to much cept hangin wit kenny n working. yea thats pretty much taken up all of my time. n yea...kori u should call me seein as how its not long distance ne more so we can talk. likie we used to? that would be nice but impractical.

ne ways....THERES A SHOW FRIDAY GUYS! be there or be squeare. some wonderful bands r playing n its gonna be great. check it out:

well

note for everyone: u no u all like jasons flyer. *nods*

XOXOXO,
Crissy

subject: new poem
mood:
action: *shrugs*

welp i guess not too many ppl actually missed me. oh well. i post on here more for my own benfit than ne one elses. ne way...heres a new poem i wrote last nite at work. gotta love the free time.

Death Cry

I dont know what it is
But these tears keep flowing down
I cant keep going on
And these tears keep flowing down
My heart floats in a pool of hate
So these tears keep flowing down

(chorus)
And I dont know where the pain comes from
But its swallowing me alive
I dont know how to stop the hurt
Its bruning me inside

I cant seem to figure out this riddle
So these tears keep flowing down
M life, my heart, they cant survive
And these tears keep flowing down
I dont want it to end like this
But these tears keep flowing down

(chorus)
And I dont know where the pain comes from
But its swallowing me alive
I dont know how to stop the hurt
Its burning me inside

Im settling for nothing now
And my dreams have all been shattered....somehow
Im struggling to stay alive
find help somehow to survive
Its burning pain and searing hate
All this has become my fate
Dying to the love within
It is now a deadly sin
A poison borne from love then war
Never given a chance to soar
Im hurting and Im slipping, please
Help me get back off my knees

(chorus)
And I dont know where the pain comes from
But its swallowing me alive
I dont know how to stop the hurt
Its burning me inside

Its swallowing me alive.......